i'm.. frustrated beyond articulation. it's just..
see? haha. i can't even say what the problem is.
and i can't make them understand. how do you change a person's thinking
and why is communication so freaking hard. freak.

where do you cross the line between being determined and being a complete brat in getting whatever you want? i know my stand, how do i make them agree with it?

Now even that sounds brattish. SIGH. kill me now.

I know. i do.

how do you balance between your other obligations and your own preference? i dont think i needed an answer then, i just needed advice. I dont even know if my decision is in the least right or not. but nothing now is helping.

help.